a singer

how come i don't understand
the way you play with your band
sometimes you suck big time
but still earning the right dime

you have this particular effect
quite contagious it's hard to dissect
scrutinizing every part that lacks interest
filling each detail with a delight success

you sing a melody narrating a wonderful story
i harmonize, i blend, creating a breath-taking scenery
everybody likes it, everybody just can't get over it
if they only know it's true essence, it won't be a hit

I'm still confuse
about the total perplexity that i badly want to refuse
the hidden messages that go with the flow
making me ask for more than a wind blow

insensitivity always manifest in the lyrics of his song
trying to produce a pitch so not in tune and extremely long
it gets irritating but i just can't help myself listening
coz it's the only way to see myself laughing and smiling

yes it's difficult to comprehend
keeping up with your music is a challenging trend
don't you still notice how badly i get hurt and cry?
whenever i see you singing a song to somebody with your head held high..